Things in the Johnson home are going well. We have three healthy children, two happy parents, and PRAISE GOD the weather seems to be getting a bit (very little bit) warmer...do I dare say, even the days seems a bit longer too!?! Our rental house is set to close sale on March 1...it will be a relief when that it all done.
I am feeling blessed beyond measure. The last couple of weeks I have been stressed with dealing with everything that I do daily. I have been feeling so rushed and spread thin...ineffective and worn out. The feeling of doing so much, but only being able to do it with part of me, instead of giving it my all. Sort of like there is so much to do, so many people to tend to, so much to accomplish, that it's impossible to give everything my all...I feel like, in the end, I have just given everyone just a small piece of me...of my time...when everyone deserves so much more. Then, I have nothing left to give myself...or my God.
I think, though, I just needed some sleep, and prayer. I am feeling much better about things. Honestly, I don't give myself the credit that I deserve. Mark is forever telling me to stop being so hard on myself and I totally think...finally...that he's is right. Life is so much more complicated with an infant. In reality, I am doing a pretty good job keeping it all together. You might not think so by looking at the shape of my home, but listening to Cade read to his daddy tonight reminded me that a clean home is totally overrated.
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